Hello There  !!! Been a while , Sort of lost my want to blog...But I  see that I have missed it . So I got my heart broke so felt sorry for myself...But God has made me see that I am an alright person and that I should not let anyone stop me from being myself..I am so thankful for the people in my life that have held me up ...I may have lost someone that I loved very much but life does not stop you keep on breathing, crying, smiling, and someday LOVING once again...I had been so comfortable with the relationship that I had that I stopped being ME that was a DAMM shame ..I tried to please him and not me ...Have you ever been there??? Sure you have  sometime in your life...You want to be loved cared for so you settle for the oky dok....You give all of you and you keep nothing for yourself...You must keep a little for yourself.. I guess at this stage in my life I am supposed to be by myself , Do I like it ? no I have a lot to give the right person..I don't think I am to bad to look at of course I have aged but we all do ..I do not look my age but guys my age want ladys 30 or 40...Maybe that is the way for us ladys to go look for younger men...WOW what a concept !!!    Guess maybe I will check it out and let you know...So wish me luck  .So until next time....