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Where Is Home ??I have been in a real strange place in my head....But IT SEEMS as of late I am always in a strange place. I mentioned to a friend that I was thinking of going home by that I mean Seattle ...What he said to me made alot of sense ...What is there for me to still call it home what is the motivation of wanting to return to some place that has so many unhappy memories for me . He told me to blog about it and so per his advice that I trust above all else HERE GOES...What is home for me as I left there when I was 18 and only returned when my mother passed . From 13 to 16 life was hell I had nobody that gave a flying F--K about what I did or where I was . My daddy died when I was 13. His new wife thought there was something crazy in our relationship he was my only rock, she always said that there was something very wrong the term was unnatural in the way we loved each other.From the time I remember being with my dad,fishing, hunting,cooking,cleaning,ironing which I had no taste for,He and I did everything together... He was the one that taught me right from wrong and to this day I live by his rules...I guess maybe a part of me still misses him so much and most of my life I have been searching for that part in my life that is missing, and was thinking that if I went there I could find it..My world was wrapped around my Daddy...I had THOUGHT for so many years the man that raised me was my Father..I was real blown away when just last year I found that my Daddy was not my REAL FATHER. But to me he is and always will be my DADDY it takes more than a sperm donor to make a FATHER...I guess I am looking for some good to come out of going home, but how can that happen??.The person I am seeking is dead has been since 1957 .... MY FRIEND MADE ME SEE SOMETHING AND TO SEE MY REAL HOME IS HERE.. I have no family there no ties any longer..At least here I have my FRIEND Where would I be without him to help me see or to be there for me he is the light in my LIFE ( HEY FRIEND, THANK YOU !! ) SEE I TOLD YOU !! YOU are a big part of my life ..Why is it you see where I can't ? ? YOU MAKE ME TICK !! I pray you are always there for me , I will always be at your BACK... : ) USEFUL STUFFI borrowed this from a friend BUT HE CAN'T HAVE IT BACK  CHECK IT OUT !!!!
Useful Cellphone StuffThere are a few things that can be done in times of grave emergencies.
Your mobile phone can actually be a life saver or an emergency tool for
survival. Check out the things that you can do with it:
*I*
*The Emergency Number worldwide for **Mobile** is 112.* If you find
yourself out of coverage area of your mobile network and there is an
emergency, dial 112 and the mobile will search any existing network to
establish the emergency number for you, and interestingly this number 112
can be dialed even if the keypad is locked. **Try it out.**
*II*
*Subject: Have you locked your keys in the car? Does you car have remote
keys?*
This may come in handy someday. Good reason to own a cell phone:
If you lock your keys in the car and the spare keys are at home, call
someone at home on their cell phone from your cell phone.
Hold your cell phone about a foot from your car door and have the person
at your home press the unlock button, holding it near the mobile phone on
their end. Your car will unlock. Saves someone from having to drive your
keys to you. Distance is no object. You could be hundreds of miles away,
and if you can reach someone who has the other "remote" for your car, you
can unlock the doors (or the trunk).
Editor's Note: *It works fine! We tried it out and it unlocked our car
over a cell phone!"*
*III*
Subject: Hidden Battery power
Imagine your cell battery is very low, you are expecting an important call
and you don't have a charger. Nokia instrument comes with a reserve
battery. To activate, press the keys *3370# Your cell will restart with
this reserve and the instrument will show a 50% increase in battery. This
reserve will get charged when you charge your cell next time.
AND
*IV*
How to disable a STOLEN mobile phone?
To check your Mobile phone's serial number, key in the following digits on
your phone:
* # 0 6 #
A 15 digit code will appear on the screen. This number is unique to your
handset. Write it down and keep it somewhere safe. when your phone get
stolen, you can phone your service provider and give them this code. They
will then be able to block your handset so even if the thief changes the
SIM card, your phone will be totally useless.
You probably won't get your phone back, but at least you know that whoever
stole it can't use/sell it either.
If everybody does this, there would be no point in people stealing mobile
phones. What happned to Yester year ???WOW...Today is the day MY DAUGHTER WAS BORN, What a special wonderful day for me 9:45 am 1967 Mondays Child... Ten perfect little fingers and toes a perfect little girl..I awoke this morning so full of grief because she is gone ( always in my heart always in my mind not a day goes by that she is not thought about .Yes I know she is with God but you are not supposed to out live your children SHE WOULD BE 40 today..Missing the people you love is one of the things in life that rips you apart..She passed away on Septemeber 7th 1999 its like yesterday the pain is still sharp and so hurtful and I am so alone .. Husband dead also in 2004 two days short of our thirty year anniversery so I guess it is just double what I am feeling right now ..I am trying so very hard to fight back tears and pain HAVE YOU EVER JUST NEEDED TO BE HELD NOTHING ELSE..Someone to say everything will be OK ..someone to share with someone close to hold on to you just to honestly care, Do you know what I mean ???? My heart is so full I want to feel LOVE to BE LOVED I miss it so much....Will it ever happen again?? FEELINGS OF LOVE??? Who knows If it is to happen it will...... Tomato Beef
3/4 pound beef ( flank Steak ) Marinade:
PREPARATION:Cut the beef across the grain into thin slices approximately 1 1/2 inches long. Place the beef in a bowl, add the marinade ingredients and mix in with chopsticks, adding the cornstarch laWhile the beef is marinating, prepare the vegetables. Slice the tomatoes into six equal pieces. Chop the green onions and celery into thin slices along the diagonal. Dice the shallots. Mix together the sauce ingredients and set aside. Heat wok and add oil. When oil is ready, add the beef. Stir-fry until it changes color, turning the meat over once. Remove from the wok and set aside. Clean out the wok and add more oil. Saute the shallots, and add the tomatoes and the celery. Add the sauce. Cover and bring to a boil. Return the beef to the wok and mix together. You can either add the green onion as well or serve it cold as a garnish. Serve hot over rice. LoveSomeone asked me .....WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING FOR ? ? ? WELL, I am looking for someone to spend the rest of my life with someone to snuggle with at night someone to kiss hold tight make sweet love with , to have a connection, Share time and space ,Watch TV maybe wash the cars , sit on the porch watch a sunset or wake early to see the sunrise make love or just hold on to each other.I am not a cheating woman I beleive you are to be with one man and that he should be able to trust you with all of himself... NO DOUBTS...Hello I am a good woman I take care of myself I don"t look to bad for an old lady as amatter of fact.....I don't want to play GAMES LIFE IS TOOOOOO SHORT...I don't want the drama if you are into someone else please stay away from me as I have so much LOVE to give I do want to be hurt any more I will love you unconditional and with truth & honesty & Understanding if you need someone that knows how to be a woman ....Here I am CAN YOU HANDLE THAT TYPE OF LOVE ? ? ? ? Are you the one that can love back as hard as I will love you ? ? ? Are you tired of being alone...I am not looking for someone to take care of me. I want someone to build with I am not afraid of hard work if you need me to dig in the dirt with you I am more than happy to help. Then take a shower smell fresh and rub your back because you are tired ,or just put your head on my chest and relax if thats what it takes to make you happy....Now tell me what are you looking for ? ? ? What are you thinking ????Well ! Well ! Another question from a young man who hates going home ..Reasons ,You as ladies don't know how to keep your mouths shut SO
they are staying at work just to avoid loud arguments .......So they wait until you go to sleep to come home ...WHAT'S UP WITH THAT???.....You would think that by now you would get a clue as to what you are supposed to do ....How come you are still not cooking or taking care of your guy....What happens when it is time for you to be intimate is it really MAKING LOVE or is it that he just takes care of himself and you are just there ??? CATCH A CLUE Keep on yelling keep looking like a bag lady, keep going to bed in sweats or torn PJ'S, Keep being loud keep putting him down and see if he stays !!! Or he may just come home and pack and leave ...YOU NEED to make the choice you need to evaluate your priority...Do you want him in your life or out ????? Well one thing is for sure if you don'T change beleive me there is someone out there that wants him....And will take care of him in everyway that you WILL NOT........... THINK ABOUT IT !!!!!!!!!!!!  Southern Fried ChickenSouthern Fried Chicken
This fried chicken recipe makes enough for about 8 people. Scroll down to see more fried chicken recipes, including oven fried chicken recipes.
INGREDIENTS:2 frying chickens, about 2 1/2 to 3 pounds each, cut into serving pieces
PREPARATION:Wash chicken and pat dry.
In a heavy brown paper bag or large food storage bag, combine the flour and salt and pepper; shake to blend well. Pour the milk into a wide shallow bowl. Heat 2 to 3 inches of shortening in a deep heavy skillet over medium heat, or electric fry pan set at 375° F. Sponsored LinksDon't Judge ME !!!This really HURT me..I go to church most sundays there are a few days I miss do to family problems, work or just LAZY.......But for the most part I love to go to church i love the word...I am not perfect and I don't claim to be.. I had my grandbaby with me as I wanted to share my love for the lord with him , And as he grows I hope he will share the love that I do.. But any way I am not a bad looking woman I keep myself up and I like to look like a lady. As my daddy would say put your sunday go to meeting clothes on for church...So !!! I am setting next to a lady with her children she had four I beleive the oldest about twelve the youngest about four . The childern were very interested in my grand baby, So as children will be children the twelve year old points out that I ware a braclet on my ankle and that I have rinestons on my toes and her mother makes the comment " THATS JUST WHOREISH" I maybe alot of things but to be classified in that way IN CHURCH really blew me away....I could not beleive a Christian lady would pass that on to her daughter....You teach love not hate and not knowing me how can you judge me ??? Just because I happen to like my feet to look nice toes painted ......A friend of mine said I ware my feelings on my shoulder maybe I do......But I try very hard to be honest and loving to everyone as life is to short to hate.....So remember everyone you encounter HAS FEELINGS so treat them as you want to be treated.......  I will love you !!!When I finally find that special one that takes my heart ,Iwill love him with honesty, trust, understanding, NO GAMES NO DRAMA ....I have so much love to give . I am the type that will watch out for you ,protect you . Don't worry always at your back and also at your side ..If you understand this then you are for me..Not everyone can understand that type of relationship..You know what I am saying not out for yourself but for each other.. LOVE IS LIFE AND IF YOU MISS LIFE, YOU MISS LOVE !!! I am waiting for you !!! WHERE ARE YOU ??? CAN YOU HANDLE SOMEONE LIKE ME ????? Brain DEADWell got into another coversation about us LADIES and what we don't do, seem as if we just don't learn..Hey don't get me wrong some men can be pretty bad also.. But come on you need to get your stuff together . I have spoken with two wonderful guys in the last couple of days and it seems that once we get into a realationship and when you start to feel comfortalbe you become lax on how to treat your man I wish I could find another topic but it seems as though it always comes back to the same thing all the time. Men really don't like to argue and most women that is the way they try and make a point...Wrong come on ladies WHAT HAPPENED TO LOVING....Touching , Feeling, My daddy used to tell me Baby girl you catch more flys with honey than with vinager. And he is right ......You treat your man like crap and he will walk out and you really have no one to blame but YOU....Being kissed slowly, touched and caressed holding on to each other thats the way to go .My husband and I had one rule. Never go to bed mad at each other Always say your sorry nothing is so tragic that you can't put it behind you and making up is so much fun..........So Ladies use your head for something other than going to the beauty shop....Stop being Brain Dead. ..HATE ME AGAIN ?? OH WELL, i have told you before shut up ans listen.... Long Beach Jazz FestivalWOW...What aweek-end I worked the LBJF 20th year awesome show So many wonerful artists.....and so many new talents... Friday Gerald Wilson with Diane Schuur (Deedles) Has a voice that sends chills up and down you spine ,From Seattle and blind but what a vioce and so much soul. I think my only disapointment was Soul express with Jody Watley she did not finish the set it was as if she felt she was to good to be there and really to bad because Everette\ Harp and Chris Standring are Fantistic in thier own right. I will be adding to this as the days pass. I worked all three days as I do every year and I enjoy it all the people you meet the friends that I have made over the years...I have to stop for now will add to this later....Of course Al Williams and Jazz Society always in great form as Barbara Morrison..If you have never checked them out at a jazz club called Spaghettini 's the last saturday of the month 3005 old ranch Parkway Seal Beach CA,90740 Al and the Jazz Society are there come check them out along with me , 405 south exit seal beach blvd ..Bear to right then to left turn at light you can not miss it... SEE YA.......Nice place to go... How Do you stop LOVINGI had forgotten how wonderful it is to be close to someone to just share time and space for awhile..I have a friend that I have been seeing for awhile he is one great guy . I really enjoy being with him he makes me tick even though we are not together in a relationship I don't need anything else right now because I am still madly in LOVE with my HUSBAND and I don't now how to stop. So how could I love another with that type of LOVE still in my heart. I can"t. My husband has been dead now for three years now and beleive it or not I can still feel his touch, Tender loving, the caresses the kisses. So how do I set all of this aside and start over.. How do you stop loving?????? I tell myself that I want to belong to someone ,to have someone care for me to wake up in the middle of the night make love , to hold to kiss ,cuddle to feel close . I would just love to have a loving real relationship but as I said how do you stop Loving ???? I am not ready to live with anyone a few days here and there to get to know each other .. I don't want to get married again . I know that if I have a imtimate relationship I am commiting a sin But come on, some one told me today the life I am living is not a dress rehersal and that is true. But I want to be held, to share, to kiss slowly to feel and right now I am in limbo...So tell me SOMEONE...............HOW DO YOU STOP LOVING ????? I need to feel really feel really care I need to belong for someone just ONE...... StuckWell friday is here worked all week now its time to get the week-end together, I know if your like me you have things you do ,laundry,clean the house go grocery shopping all of the things you just don.t seem to have time for durning the week...Of course if I stopped blogging it would give me more time ..BUT I really enjoy this and now that I opened Pandora's box of music I am really stuck...Now if I can get the cam to work the way I like...WOW I'll be in heaven or close to it this is so much fun to me...I guess I am stuck and don't know how it happened ?????
I am addicted..I am going to turn my computer off and not touch it for the rest of the week-end.... At least I am going to try ( SMILE ) This has become a large part of WHO I AM................. What ?Well what was your day like???????Anything exciting and wonderful happen ???
WOW....I met someone that took my breath way. You know what Im saying tall dark handsome ,single.,JUST SUPER FINE FINE FINE..My DADDY use to tell me the pretty ones will break your heart!!! He is anew business partner that just joined our firm....And girls he is JUST!! JUST!!! WOW no words to explain but all of you have been there....So now I have to go to this meeting and show that I have no intrest at all .. Wish me luck ???See I have weakness just like everyone else I just CONTROL MYSELF....And I want to share myself with the right MAN not just any MAN....YA GOT IT ??????
P.S: Meeting a huge sucess gentleman not only WOW but very intellegent and honest relly DIG THAT honesty is a rare quality in a person male or female.
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