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What's Up ???Hello There, Well another episode in the life of me... I have this friend that I am real fond of , No not in LOVE I like a lot he wants more than I am willing to give ..And I don't want to hurt his feelings but there is no future for the two of us I'm off into someone else and I hope that it works out but as in any relationship who knows .....Have you ever had a friend that you just admired so much for the way that they are but because of the things going on in your lives there is just no way anything could ever happen that you would be together ....Your destinys are headed in different directions. Well I have a fella that I share time and space with he is not the man I admire so much but he is an awesome person ..Yes I have even started to love him ! Did not want that to happen how do I stop it...I had really made up my mind that it would not happen for me again ..And now as I try to see where it is going I feel that it is wrong for me with this person. Wow had to get this far into my life to get this damm confussed what a trip.. When Leon was alive it was so easy to go through the day and be happy with all that was in my life..Now being alone is a nightmare in its self.. I hate being by myself and have no way to really solve the problem. Well thats not true but I do not like the twists and turns I would have to go through..I thought being a teenager was a problem in my life, being and adult is the hard part your life changes so fast and you have no idea what to do about it or how to fix it,,, TrackbacksThe trackback URL for this entry is: http://agima44.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!4C4877BD252C9EDC!313.trak Weblogs that reference this entry
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